Moving

I'm moving out of my apartment with my fiance. We'll be moving into my mother's house with no idea of what the future will hold for us, save our marriage. It's kind of scary and frustrating at the same time. I feel like I'm taking two steps back.

On top of that, I'm finding myself making stupid mistakes at work that leaves me wondering if I should just leave and look for a new place to work. I'm at a bit of a loss because of this. I don't seem to get any advice that I can work with from anybody else that I speak with, and the one person who does give me advice, I find my trust shaken with them.

I feel like an island getting submerged by the rising waters of an oncoming storm that I don't see. This, in turn, causes me to doubt my capabilities as an artist. It makes me doubt my talent. I know that there are others far more talented than I am, but to doubt the one part of me that I love most... I just don't know what to do or where to turn to.

I'm open to advice, from anyone.